Disappointed

 Hey my dear blog.

I'm doing okay right now since i'm enjoying myself so much.

About the title, i just want to express my tought and feelings.

Yes i already told to myself that this fuckboy is not worth my time and attention.

But i still in contact with him and respond to him. i dont know why.

in my heart i hope he will be different from before.

but i'm wrong.

he just want to play. not only with my heart but also with me.

i should just listen to my thought last few months.

this mf will never be a good man for me.

i should get my shit together since i always got swayed by him.

i really want to know how to avoid this mf at all cost.

i can't just ignore and i'm not a person who block people.

what should i do? i'm in dilemma. i really want to die if this repeated again and again.

i kept give him my best. but he give no shit.

after i give all my attention to him, he just ignore me like we never know each other.

i'm really mad at him rn.

i hope i will kept mad until i will not give him any shit anymore.

thanks for reading my bullshit that i always fail to keep.