week 3 for semester 4

Assalamualaikum!

first of all, Merry Christmas for all that celebrating it.

okay..

today i want to tell about last week.

i'm very frustrated and disappointed because,

1: i've decide to change my research group but suddenly they already had enough group member it just because i'm a little bit late.

2: i had wheedle my lecturer that i want to do the research by myself, alone. but my lect did not give me to do it alone otherwise i have to drag someone to join me. 

for the number 2, my lect did not think about others maybe. because if i drag someone from their group, they will hate me because they already have enough quota in their group and suddenly i want to take their group member? it is so embarrassing you know.

i hope that my lect will change her mind and accept that i can do it by myself.

i just don't want to do it with the two of them because they doing the research task by themself.

they do it and just pass it if they couldn't do it or to complete it perfectly for them.

i don't know how to cope with this situation until the end of semester.

maybe this is all of my fault but i think all of this is a childish thing.

i hope that i do not know them since semester 1.

i can't bear this already...

are they think that they got in dean list and they did not have do anything wrong?

and all of the people not in the dean list is the guilty?

they think their is so perfect enough and did not just once do anything wrong from the beginning?

i think i will stop this entry until this because i feel that i want to cry more after i express my feeling in this blog.

btw, sorry for my mistake anf typos. assalamualaikum ~