Happy Eid Mubarak!

Assalamualaikum everyone!

Today is 1st syawal but this year will not be the same as before.

We should adapt with this new norm during this pandemic crisis.

Yeah i also missed being in my hometown and celebrate with big family.

So if we still want to celebrate it like before we should just stay at home.

So that the virus will not spread to our loved one.

Especially our grandparents.

Without celebrating eid with grandparents it felt so dull.

I dont feel like to celebrate eid at all.

No soul. No spirit.

Feel like normal day.

Really didn't have the mood.

Maybe because the time have come for me. The once in a month.

Oh i forgot to tell that i had fasting full for one month.

Same as last year. Hehe

This year i being single during this eid.

Nothing affect me btw. Because before this we didn't even celebrate together anyway.

But lately i just felt lonely since i just being at home and do nothing.

I hope i will be okay after 2 months.

But sometimes i feel like i should just go off from this world. Idky.

Im not myself anymore.

Whatever it is, i write this entry using browser on my phone so it felt so different.

It don't have the same vibe when i write the entry on my laptop.

So i think that's all for today.

Until we meet again!