New Year, New Me (?)

 Hello guys its me jj.

Its been so long ya i didn't write here since last time.

The last time i being here is because of convocation day and now its already 5 months ahead from that time.

So let me be straight to the point.

Last four months, around in February i think, my friend suddenly dmed me and persuade me to join this one programme with her through email and i just agreed to her without doing it.

Suddenly after a month, she, wani, asked again if i apply it or not and if i got accepted. And of course i just tell her the truth that i really didn't ready and i want to apply for April batch. But actually i really didn't ready yet hehe.

Oh before i forgot, this programme should be apply a month before so that they can accept you and you can start at the new month after it.

Okay so after my friend asked me for the second time on March, I just felt guilty and moved because of her effort and on that time it is already at the end of the month so I just try my luck by sending the email to them.

Luckily i got their reply after almost two weeks in the April and the email said that i got into their May batch.

At first i really happy to get this news but then i felt really bad because my friend didn't get in this batch.

She didn't get in it because she already got in the programme in previous few months so they prioritize other people that not have been in it yet.

In conclusion, it is just me that got in the batch since my other friend also didn't apply for it.

I felt so scared but at the same time so excited. Scared to fail but excited to meet new people again.

Last Tuesday was the first day of my new environment. what should i call this is just work i think.

Btw, this programme starts with wfh 1 month and other 7 months at the office.

I hope i got the best place to work. Just nice not too stressing me out.

Hopefully i can endure all this until i can get my real job.

I really wanna fix my life starting from my lifestyle and my relationship with god and family.

I'm so mess up since 2021 actually.

So that's all for my NEW ME story.

Btw how is my blog new look? Is it good? hehehe