I Just Want To Rant Here About Someone Giving Me Hope

Hi everybody *even there is nobody read this*

so the story is about that guy i know from wechat.

he is from kl.

yes that one. the one i tell from the last time i write here.

so the story begins when he told me that he will go to genting highlands with friends.

convoy he said.

so i just tell him to becareful going there on that saturday evening. (191005)

but after i replied that, he didnt reply until now. (191011)

in my head at first maybe on that weekend he actually went out with his gf or wife we never know right?

so i having a breakdown on that sunday.

then, monday comes. he didnt even start the conversation yet.

because he always start the conversation first.

so i let it go until the night comes and then the next day he didnt chat me again.

until today.

so now i felt that there is something wrong happened to him.

maybe his phone was got stolen when he went to genting?

or maybe he in an accident??

or maybe he is not well because on that day he told me that he is not well.

yes he have a cold since last week.

maybe that is the cause he didnt reply and start the conversation first.

it makes me miserable because i dont know how to contact with him other than wechat.

i dont know what i feel but i think i already fall in love him.

but, if he not contact with me until my birthday, maybe i will start to move on.

maybe he just testing his market at the wechat.

i hope my feelings not hurt when im trying to move on.

but i still hoping that he will contact me.

at least on my birthday.

so thats all for my rant here.

yes quite childish but idky im like this since last semester break.

so goodbye for now.

see ya~