Still Missing Him And Still Waiting

Hello everybody.
yes i want to talk about that guy again.
idky my heart and my brain still cant erase him.
i kept thinking about him everyday.
from 191005 until today 191031 he didnt respond to my chat or even greet me.
and his wechat is dead.
no, his wechat acc still there but it just not updated.
at this rate i might think he maybe already have family.
idk why i have trust issue with everyone but at the same time i really want to trust.
i think its hard to move on now because i stole his pictures and make it as my dp for ws and wallpaper lockscreen.
so ive decide that i will change it back to exo's wallpaper on 191106 if he didnt reply yet.
what makes me more angry and sad because even if he cant open the wechat acc because of the security problem at least you try search for me at another social media platform.
like twitter, instagram, facebook etc.
i already gave the id publicly.
didnt he realize?
thats why i think he maybe already had a better love life there.
so i'll try to move on slowly as i always do.
the remaining is just pray that he might searching for me for the next or next next day.
but sometimes i think maybe he give space for me to study. maybe? or not.
if that is the reason why he disappear, he is wrong. he should inform me first to make space between us.
at least tell me.
i feel miserable because of this feelings.
so in conclusion i will wait until 6 nov.
then i will try to move on slowly like i said before.
thank you for reading this entry.
its kind of annoying and looks so low of me. yeah because i already have bf.
but who knows that maybe my soulmate not my bf.