Is It True What I Assumed?

So hello everyone!

what im going to tell here is im not stalking my ex that much since im already heartless.

what make me shock is, when i stalking his new gf, she put his name and 7/9/19 on her bio.

by putting his name there idc but i concern about the date.

which means, 7 september 2019 they already together or maybe have some sort of relationship i think.

because we also did it like that. just assume the date when we were know each other. not the exact date.

ok2, what i want to clarify here is, he might be the one who cheat first.

since i start to develop feelings to others after november 2019.

so i think im not the only one who is at fault here right?

that's why he kept his fb acc secret since he can search another girls.

i thought he was loyal. but he is not.

so i think there is no man can be loyal like that.

like i imagine.

like i thought of him being loyal af for me.

starting from i realize about all this, i think i cant even trust people anymore.

even my friends.

i have some trust issues with people.

yup, it might be i just overthinking about it but i think its not.

when i being sarcastic to him on ws status, he replied on his status with fuck sign of his own hand.

i think it's for me.

that is my first time saw him swearing.

so i think i just trust the wrong person.

or it might be wrong.

maybe i changed him.

he also cant control himself for being a cheater because of curiosity.

and lead him to change himself into that personality.

in conclusion maybe i changed him like that.

but whatever it is, you still can choose what is right and wrong.

i thought im the only one who is bad.

i really didnt expect him to do it too to me.

and i didnt even realize about it because of my busy life.

thanks god you make me being heartless first before we broke up.

at least it easier for me to move on.

btw, thanks for reading this.

this is all my thought and like my lifetime diary.

thanks again :)

love yall!