Yesterday

Hello there!

yeah im back again this week since i got a lot things to do and my emotion is like a rollercoaster.

about yesterday, my group should already submit our report and presentation video on mv subject.

but we delay it until today.

im so upset because my friends have the audacity to sleep.

not even at night but in the evening too.

she just sooo carefree about this. im afraid that our lecturer will close the platform to submit our final assignment.

i dont know is she thinking but im really upset.

and my other friend in that group also feels the same because she suddenly called me this evening and told me what she thinking about this situation.

and i dont know why we talk for 30 minutes long for just ranting to each other and jut talk about our plan what to do next.

im glad i had someone to talk finally.

at least a little bit of my load on my shoulder is gone.

i cant even told her about my another problem because it's quite private.

it's all about that guy. yeah of course still that one. MN.

idk what he want but everytime he got what he want from me the next day he just disappear.

yeah i know he really want to ignore me that day but suddenly after he look at my ig story he suddenly chat me.

i know he just want to ghost me that day because im keep seeing his last seen and he just didnt care.

but suddenly after he saw my ig story that im vc my friend and on that screenshot it doesnt have anyone face because my friend go to the toilet and i just screenshot it with only my hand do peace sign.

i even tag my friend there but i make it invisible.

so he just chat me suddenly that afternoon and idky but i think he got jealous because he thought that im vc other guy.

nahhh im not so free to know someone new rn. im sooooo busy mf.

ok so after all the conversation goes on suddenly he invite me to go to pulau perhentian with him.

what do you thinking man.

you are the 2nd man that invite me to go there.

and im just told him about it. that he is the 3rd one that asked me to go there with.

actually my friends also planning to go there but it got cancelled since our final year is ruined by this pandemic.

ok back to the story, he did ask me like the previous guy before.

to bring my friend if im afraid or whatever it is.

the hell not. not about that.

 i just dont know what are they thinking about but do you thought of your sister going with some random guy somewhere too private?

so i just assume this guy is the same as the guy that annoyed me last year.

forcing me to like him and to go there with him. tf mannn

that guy i know him in wc and he is student at my father's school.

im glad after he go to sg he just disappear just like others.

but this man rn, i really dont get it.

what is his intention?

are you have feeling with me?

if you catch feeling with me why not you just be honest and straightforward.

i hate someone that just pretending that he not intereted but actually he is.

im tired to guess.

but right now i think i might just go away from him since he just ditch my chat and bluetick me after end our conversation about the pulau perhentian.

not only that, other reason is he post "good night you" on his story and i think it's not for me.

i dont like man who cheat a girl or play with many girl because im afraid that it will get to me back in the future.

yes i admit i also did it last year but that not official and im not loving him.

i just go with the flow since he play with me and cheat on his gf i just want to ditch him after all he do to his gf.

i did that bcs of that.

so if you cheat on your gf and you catch feeling with me, you got the wrong victim.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i will ghost and ditch you once you get deep inside me.

because i hate it.

if you're single and play many girls at once you also included in my list.

i will do that if you involving me into that whole.

just wait and see. im just heartless and i can do it without even look back.

i already empty inside since i had so many heartbreak before.

it didnt even affect me.

so for you who is MN i will just go away from you since you have the characteristic.

im not assuming. i can sense it.

and it proven when i stalking your ig, tw, fb account.

just wait mf.

until then. goodbye and goodnight!