Feel Empty Inside

 Hello my dear blog.

As i told last week, i already in working life.

So throughout this 3 weeks i feel sooo lonely.

Alone.

Yes, this is my first time being alone.

No family. No friends.

Before this even if i went study far from home, i still have friend at least two.

Right now i'm just completely indepedent. Alone.

I already use to be alone before this because of i didn't have friend in class.

But, at least i got friends when i at home.

This time, i go to work alone, eat alone, sleep alone.

Not having someone to talk is so hard.

I need my mood booster which is my friend.

I miss being goofy around them so much. I feel so suffocated to stay still.

I don't know how to entertain myself during this loneliness.

I came here to write only about this.

This is my first time being so lonely for 3 weeks straight.

Sometimes i think i need new boyfriend. But when i remember about my last relationship, i stop thinking about to have one.

I will fall in love only with who love me more than i love him because i don't want my heart hurt anymore.

I know it's hard to find nowadays. But it's okay. I will wait.

I just don't know how to fill my empty feelings right now with this situation.

Thankyou for reading my boring entry.