First Time in My Life

Hi everyone!

What i mean by the title is about my internship hehe.

So this is my first time working after 23 years of being alive in this world.

hahahahaha

yeah i know. i'm just so excited. actually today been 9 days already.

i started my internship on 12 october last week.

but sadly my birthday this year was the worst ever.

there is no one that wish to me like talking to me.

all the wishes just thru the messages.

yeah i should be grateful about it.

at least there was people that wish to me at least.

but i will never forget this year birthday because i felt so lonely until i cried on my birthday without knowing why.

sometimes there were like some voices talk to me to cry but i dont want to.

for my love life i think i should stop love someone because at the end i'm the one who stay.

i really hate people playing with my heart so i will not love anyone at the moment.

so right now i really want to focus on myself more because i need to love myself.

i'm afraid that my inner self will tell me to do anything dangerous or something bad.

so thats all from me. just want to share my thoughts here since there is no one i can talk to.

goodbye~