Finally!

Finally I got to tell my parents about my masters.

After 6 fucking months oh god.

It all started when I feel guilty by not telling them too long enough and then 24 September comes.

I went to my friend wedding with my dormmates. So they be sharing all about themself and work bla bla bla.

And of course I'm not tell anything about myself because I'm ISFJ lmao.

So suddenly they keep asking me how my studies and so on and at first I really didn't want to tell them but they kept asking so I just told the truth.

I told them while having Subway breakfast on 25 September morning hahahaha lol.

What a nice day to begin with, right?

I really wanna tell here about my 2 days vacay or I can say short escape to friends wedding hahaha but not here tho. I will do another post/entry for that. Don't worry.

So what I want to convey here is i told my parents because i think i should tell them since too many people already know about this matter.

1st my ig friend, then my twt/dc friend, my bro, my dip/deg friend, and then my 5 school dormmates.

After I come back from my friend wedding that day. I really think about how to tell them about my studies.

Then suddenly they talk about me so that is the right time isn't it?

i take that as my chance to tell them. but it ended bad tho.

i don't know what they think but they really hope i continue to another course since i got dismiss in this course.

i really don't think i can right now. i don't feel like to study because i failed 2 times continuously after 7 years i've never fail my semesters.

So right now i already told them and want to move out from this phase fast.

honestly i don't like me being like this.

this isn't me. i want me back.

so give me some times to figure out my future.